I had a dream at night which i couldnt remember but I got alert, feeling very afraid for a moment before i fall back to sleep. I woke up at 7 in the morning, checking the weather condition outside from the window. It was snowing lightly. I dont know what is it call but it was dry-snowing which I liked.

Settled down myself in the bus to the town, I felt terrible. The tiredness irritated me and soon the usual pondering questions enveloped me, ´why am I doing this?´, ´why do I feel this way?´ In the class, I felt more terrible as I couldnt do this anymore and I wanted to request for leave. But I felt much better after the first 15 minutes.

I have felt like this since 3 weeks ago. Im feeling lack of motivation, tired, exhaustion with many things especially languages, perhaps some emotional stress too and some relief after some tough months that I had earlier.